Have u ever feel, u are very frustrated with your body? Well i did..
i don't know, feeling so depressed, and it makes me calculating every single thing what ever i eat..
I don't have the super model look, well i am not tall and skinny.. i am only 5' 1" with mommy belly and big fat thighs... look so horrible even if i wear a baju kurung...
Now i am planning on a new diet.. it looks pretty unhealthy but WHAT THE HECK?? i don't care as long as i can be super skinny... well of cause, this diet plan still need protein in it.. if not i would loss a mass of muscles.. (do i have any?? i think i only contain fat.. ugly fat)
Most of my friends say i am not that fat.. but the reason i want to be skinny is cause i want to look good, feel good... yeah, i know i am not that fat, just every time i buy new cloth or jeans.. it doesn't fit on me... feeling again frustrated..
I can't lie to myself.. if only, some people understand how i feel... starting from now on.. no more carbs... i am cutting all the carbs... no more rice, no more bread, no more anything...
I only will eat fruits, vege, lean protein and of coz low fat milk... no more sugar or any treats...
If i can make this happen.. then i will be happier... be strong Yana be strong.....
Day 1
Breakfast
2 half boiled eggs and 1 cup of lime juice without sugar
Lunch
An apple and plenty of water
Dinner
An Apple and plenty of water
Well wish me luck everybody... I wanna be Super Skinny
